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# come with me for my exciting day!
- URL: https://zoe.amountaingoat.com/come-with-me-for-my-exciting-day/
- Published: 2026-08-09T21:21:52.000Z
- Updated: 2026-08-09T21:21:52.000Z
- Author: patatramz 🌷

Today started good, not too sad, not too low. I had a good breakfast after finding the brioche crashed (still in the packaging) in a dusty corner of my untidied room. Indeed, I threw it there the previous day after being frustrated and upset at my binge eating. Very efficient solution that I do recommend in case of emergency!

Then I had to go out, that's where shit got down. I found a market that was half empty, and I almost found my dream vase I've been searching for ages bit it was a bit to edgy (with too many edges I mean) and I like curves. But that's the closest I've ever been from finding my graal. Then I arrived at the store, it was closed. Stupid me, you may say, it's Sunday. Yeah, but people are free for shopping on sundays so it should be open. Also there was a sign at the door saying they were hiring and then it was crossed out. So I got sad for not having this job I didn't know existed a minute ago. Then I sat in a very child-full park because my legs didn't work. I ended up coming home like a zombie. I crashed back on my bed and ate ricotta ravioli. Quite good. 

Then I had to go out again. My legs still not working, I didn't go far and collapsed on a bench. About 30 min in, I had a panic attack. I started to gaslight myself into thinking it was fake and I was doing it for attention. Not sure it's true, but it worked. How cool! Seems like I am into efficiency lately.

I will build a little shrine above my bed in papier mâché and I will paint it and put cute lace and perhaps beads and maybe clay figurines and it will be adorable. I hope I can still light candles on it without having the whole thing to burn. We'll see. Worst case, my building is on fire and my worst nightmare comes true. Let's hope not! 

Tomorrow will be better.